It's a new day!

An old post from weeks ago. Things have changed. Hopefully I'll get it soon. 

Getting my first prosthetic today. And I'm super excited. Of course I know it'll be the semi functional one but still. I'll be able to STAND UP! I haven't been able to stand with out pain in 8 months and haven't been able to stand at all in a month. That's rough. That's hard. That's sad. 

I do my very best to try not to get sad or down. 

I'm just excited to get it. Sooooo excited! 

Soon I'll have legs again. They won't be my permanent legs but they'll get me around. :)

Perspicacious--- my dad's name

I was looking up Arabic names with an F. I knew I might run into my dad's name. His name was Firas. I never knew what it meant until now. 

Perspicacious: having or showing an ability to notice and understand things that are difficult or not obvious. 

That was definitely my dad. I got a lot of that from him. I'm amazed that his name means something so close and deep and insightful, for him. 

I'm glad I found it tonight. I've been dreaming about him lately and now his name. He's def trying to tell me something. I just have to open myself and listen. 

I miss you daddy. Ahabek baba. 

It's a new day!

Getting my first prosthetic today. And I'm super excited. Of course I know it'll be the semi functional one but still. I'll be able to STAND UP! I haven't been able to stand with out pain in 8 months and haven't been able to stand at all in a month. That's rough. That's hard. That's sad. 

I do my very best to try not to get sad or down. 

I'm just excited to get it. Sooooo excited! 

Soon I'll have legs again. They won't be my permanent legs but they'll get me around. :)