Once again I have allowed too much time to pass in between my posts. I think partly because of all the shit I have to do all the time but also because of not wanting to deal with the things I'm feeling and thinking AND not wanting to hurt any feelings along the way. Id very much like to give a video update on all the good things that are happening with me right now but itll also include the shitty parts.
In any event, I miss this alot. In some ways it is/was better than the therapy I go to because when I write I open up and free a part of my soul that is otherwise closed up tight for safe keeping. When I write I feel more honest than I do in my own private thoughts. I just know that honesty comes with a price. As does being too vague when it comes to emotions or feelings.
So what am I supposed to do? Or what SHOULD I do? Just follow my feelings and write and deal with what ever comes with it I guess. Yeah, maybe.
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